Hungry

From Akasha's story "Using His Mouth" it is clear that Akasha is the one who decides how she is pleased. At the beginning her submissive thinks that he gets to make the choice and asks to please her with his mouth because he wants to taste her. Akasha takes his request in a different direction receiving the pleasure she wants and letting him know that it is her decision. She completely uses and objectifies him and draws additional pleasure from his frustration at not having what he wanted. At the end of the story he does get to please her with his tongue perhaps because he took things her way so well but also because that is what Akasha wanted then.

For my cocksucking practice I used my big seven and a half inch dildo that has balls and a suction cup. The size makes me feel even more humiliated as I lick and suck it. I feel very emasculated and ashamed on my knees with the dildo stuck to a wall and me lapping and kissing and slurping. My eyes are almost always open to take in what a whore I am and how big the dildo I am sucking on is. Because the dildo is so wide it takes me a little bit to be able to get it all the way in my mouth but with the whipped cream it became very slippery and I was able to move my lips up and down the shaft at a very fast pace just like a true whore.

I got further down than I ever had before because I was so hot and horny and because of the slippery whipped cream. I could feel the head of the dildo pushing deeper down my throat than I had ever felt it. That just made me feel more dirty and more ashamed but then that made get into the cocksucking even more. I felt especially nasty licking hard at the balls of the dildo but at the same time I was lost in being a total whore. That made it pretty easy to keep focused along with being able to play with my clittie. The part of the lesson where Akasha said she wants arousal associated with cocksucking definitely scared me but it was impossible not to be extremely turned on at being such a hungry slut for her. Just thinking about it now with my clittie locked back away in the chastity cage - straining so painfully - makes me blush but yet I would gladly allow her to do that to me to please her.


I should be available to perform for Akasha and her friends at just about any time between now and late Wednesday night. I would love to show her just what a devoted cocksucking slut I can be and while the idea of some of her girlfriends witnessing it as well is a bit daunting I cannot resist the idea of being an even bigger whore and enduring even greater humiliation for Akasha by having to perform in front of them too.

Brandi