Surrendering

In Akasha's story "Tristan" Tristan seems to know just how to walk the very fine line between submitting and resisting. He always surrenders to Akasha in the end - his lips and his body and his being - but does not just lay there meekly for her use. Even with his limbs bound he utilizes what he has left - his eyes and his voice (until he is gagged) and what little movement he can manage.

Tristan's actions get Akasha very hot - especially his "look" - so much so that they cause her to lose focus and that leads to Akasha reasserting her control in severe ways. It seems that he knows this and yet resists anyways to allow her the opportunity to rachet up the intensity and bring about the increased sensations that result. Since Akasha is always in control and making the decisions it does not seem to be topping from the bottom - she could just as easily tell him to stop or simply ignore him.

Tristan knows that Akasha's pleasure is his true goal. He takes her animalistic fucking in the middle of the story for her and at the end he puts his actions to use to heighten her orgasm. The very resistance he gives there is in fact a surrender - devoting himself only to her greater pleasure.

In my experience seeing and hearing the pleasure that my domme takes from my submission is what really drives me. I want to bring her pleasure and endure her torments just to provide that enjoyment. The wide smile and the deep look of wicked pleasure in her eyes is just so incredible.

I definitely do my best to present similar types of verbal "tools" like Tristan did in the story. Normally as a guy I would want to hide certain reactions since guys are supposed to be somewhat stoic and not make certain noises. I give up my resistance and let her hear my panting and my groaning and sighing and whimpering and moaning. I let her see my distaste when I have to do something particularly nasty so she knows just how much I do not like it yet I am doing it for her. That gives her greater pleasure which is my goal just like it was for Tristan. At the same time one must never fake it because that would reduce the effect of every reaction once their legitimacy came into question.

As much as I cannot stand it the only time I have cum since beginning this training was when Akasha gave permission during her chat. Chastity drives me completely insane but I want to submit everything that I can to Akasha for this training. The cb6000 actually helps since it keeps me from making a mistake. I can be a very very horny slut and when I get extra extra hot it can be difficult to control myself. I have to do my best to remember what is truly important and my pleasure is not it. I do not own my cock - Akasha does.

...mercy

Akasha's Property

Brandi